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Hold on and never let go...
Hey. My name is Jhapes Gonzalo. 17 years old. Studying at the University of the Philippines Baguio. :3 FACEBOOK| FORMSPRING| TWITTER FAQs
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A couple of weeks ago, my grandma told me that she was going to buy me a phone as a gift for my 18th birthday. Up to now, she still hasn’t. It’s probably because she’s very busy that she forgot about it or she doesn’t have enough money. And I guess this is the reason why I’ve been depressed lately. I don’t like it. It’s like there’s this little brat inside of me that wants to get everything that he wants. A part of me says that I need a new cellphone, one that’s pretty expensive, has a touch-screen, wifi, and all other kinds of shit. But I know that that’s not what I need. What I need is a reality check. Why would I need a new phone if the essentials of a phone is already within my hands/pocket? Starting now, I will try not to become depressed just because of a phone. If I don’t get one, then so be it. If I do, then yay!
I just saw this now. O_O
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(Source: fuck-yeah-funny-shit) May napanuod ang comercial na nagsasabi na pag may binili akong product, makakatulong ako sa pagbigay ng laptop sa mga estudyante. “Kailangan” daw ito ng mga estudyante. I beg to differ. Ang tunay na kailangan ng mga estudyante sa buong Pilipinas ay karagdagang mga silid aralan, mga guro, mga libro, at dekalidad ng edukasyon hindi mga laptop. Sige, sabihin na natin na dapat tayong kasama sa technological trend, pero pano naman magagamit ng mga bata ang mga laptop na sinasabi niyo kung hindi naman pala nila alam itong gamitin in the first place? #pissedoff
(Source: freshmantips) …but whenever I try to do so, I always fail. It’s one of the biggest frustrations in my life. I told myself that this would be my new year’s resolution and yet as soon as I go back to Baguio City for school, I began to eat loads of food even though I’m not hungry. If what I remember is true, I have kind of ranted already about this and here I am, once again, complaining my being overweight-slash-obese whatever the correct term is. I lack motivation and initiative. I have this schoolmate of mine who was slightly on the round side who, after summer of 2011, lost a lot of weight and now has a figure that I’d call sexy (not skinny, sexy - round, voluptuous, etc.). I have a planner that has this bucket list. The very first thing I wrote in that list is “magka-abs” (get abs). And every time people see that part of my planner, they either put a wide grin on their faces or ask me whether I’m serious or not. The truth is, I’m kinda serious in the sense that I really do want to have a build that people in our society call “ideal”. I am aware of the saying that a person should not listen to what other people tell him/her and that we should not let what people say affect us. I currently somewhat adhere to this kind of thinking but I guess the “problem” with me is that although I do believe in this saying, I still remain human - I still care about what other people tell me or think of me. It’s because of this that I get hurt, become lonely, insecure, even depressed. I know I have friends. Real ones. Friends that are always there for me whenever I’d need them. Friends that keep me good company. Friends that supply my regular dose of jokes and laughs, punches, pinches and slaps, hugs and kisses, high fives and fist bumps. And for that I love my friends. I love them so much that I don’t know what I’d do whenever I am not with them. The same goes with regard to the one whom I love most but of course, on a much grander scale. I have a lot of concerns with regards to my problem - what others think about me, how they see me, and my health. The latter being the most of important of all. What makes me worry more is that Diabetes runs in the blood of my family. And if I don’t start living a happy, healthy life, I may be doomed. Everyday is a blank slate and it is up to you what to do with it. You can color it with your friends or destroy it with your bad ideas and your enemies. Everything is in your hands. Make it right. I hope that what I just wrote above of this will be my guiding principle throughout the rest of my life, hopefully starting today. And before this long post becomes pointless, I will end it, here and now.
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